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2006-03-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

sigh.. feeling abit down today?! how how... perhaps i m too sian at home?! argh... today.. as usual.. i rot at home.. read some clinical trials stuff.. but don realli know wat i m suppose to do man.. then.. practice piano... er... watch tv.. and nth else... i keep finding food! omg... i think i m realli going crazy.. if i keep stayin at home!!! i rather be busy manz... sigh... nth to do!!! how?!!! and i don wish to start on vcd or dvd or watever.. coz i don wish to.. later kanna "jiang" again.. SIGH! wat a holiday! not fun at all!

2006-03-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

2006-03-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

argh..! i cut hair le... short short short and kinda funky?! sigh... so long le... then i suddenly cut short.. it's sth tt needs to blog.. ok.. don say bout tt le.. one more thing is the stupid thing! is.. i get D for daily for rDNA! WTH!

I'm glad you found a method to help you! However today, I didn't feel like you understood what you presented. You should first try to think about the question and break it down to what you know. Your first reaction tends to immediately look to your team mates to answer the question for you. -->tt's the comment that the slut wendy chia wrote..!

I HATE HER!

so.. does it mean that.. we keh siao look like we know wat to do.. then think think.. then look at our frens for help means tt we are smart la..! wah... tt's kinda fu qian! wth wth wth! SIGH! HOPE MY UT HELP ME!!! PRAY HARD... =(

2006-02-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

wow! today pon sch after my rDNA ut... toking bout the ut first.. it's kinda pro.. coz i realli never study!!! then they asked bout restriction enzyme la.. wth! then guess wat i did... i went to the search for all folders and files containing this restriction enzyme phrase and tada! it come out!!!! then at least got things to copy and paste la...

After ut..! i PON SCH!!! went out with GENA!! haha.. as it was still early.. we went to chinatown first... at first we decided to take bus de.. but then.. we met this weird aunt tt realli pissed gena off... omg! don say bout tt le... haha! then gena suggested we take the mrt.. being the "qin cai" one.. i agreed la..!

then we reached k.. haha! my god.. it was still early... then we like so despo la.. haha!!! then i went for harshbrown.. eeks.. the service sux la... then after it was time for k.. at last.. haha.. i suggested marina at first.. but gena like "bu yuan yi" so being the "qin cai" one again.. i say anything wahaha..! actualli is i don wanna think wat to say to persuade her to go to marina.. ahah.. then.. in k box.. we did a lot of stupid things.. ESPECIALLY ME! coz it's like.. the next door.. think got some fatso la.. keep banging then both of us bang too! haha.. kinda crazy.. somemore.. we sing until no songs to sing sia.. damn PRO rite?! wahaha.. then after k box.. the guys there ask "xiao jie wo de peng you xiang ren shi ni" haha.. guess it was to GENA JIE hahah!!!!

then after.. we went to far east?! i bought a pokka dots blouse and the crown earrings... omg! damn happy la..! haha...

juz asked my dad whether i can buy the other pokka blouse.. but he say i still got a lot of blouses havent wear yet.. ask me finish wearing then say.. WTH! haha.. but it's quite true la...WATEVER... hehe=)

oh ya.. and gena bought a key! kinda cute.. then bought solution for contacts and... a buckle.. for her new belt-to-be... haha!

***happy day*** =)

2006-02-13T11:33:00.000+08:00

blog is realli a place to type all ur feelings down especially when there is sth "remarkable" to scribble down.. um... donno sia.. got a lot of feelings down... mixed.. super! argh!

2006-02-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

"got time to sleep... got time to listen to music"... so.. these are the phrases that i get after working so hard during the weekdays lorx... lol! tt's so ironic...

so.. ppl think that being students are not stressful lorx! some ppl juz use the attitude they treat their kakias and come treat me.. wat a good cousin they are man! *applause*!!! cheer for him lo... tt shows tt he is soooo high up tt he can use the method of how he treat his kakia to treat me.. tt's kinda PRO!

so.. a lot of ppl thinks tt i m free la.. i realli wonder which point let them think tt i am free.. watching dvd?! ya right... so.. the next ques pose will be.. WHEN I WATCH IT?! during weekends? plz.. i seldom do tt.. i watch it most of time during holidays.. and if realli cannot finish then weekends... wah lao.. so yaya.. i m a lazy bug.. lazing around baz..

now then i realli understand don ever ask a favour from anyone.. including those who are really close to u... and i feel that.. as people has higher position.. in terms of studies perhaps? or carrer.. they tend to realli think tt everything they say IS RIGHT?! so.. wat the fuck man.. and this time.. wtf realli mean wtf.. i m super duper pissed off!!!

i was taught not to scold ppl idiot.. and today.. in front of like.. woooahhh! I WAS SCOLDED IDIOT?!! haha.. tt's kinda COOOL indeed... plus say i free and stuff... first time i feel tt even in front of close family members i cannot even say something truthful..

"congrats man sam"! and my mom is so damn insensitive and still can ask me how come i face so black! wooah! my mom realli knows me well man..!

2006-01-29T12:29:00.000+08:00

i realise that.. many things are changing around me... relationships...feelings...and so on.. isnt it kinda saddening...

Some people are sensitive some are not.. and perhaps that is one point that causes other to misunderstand... chill friends.. don lose ur cool so easily manz..!

What if we could turn time back???? would it help? Does it make a diff if we turn time back? lol! kinda philosophical! haha.. um.. tt's not me man! shall stop blogging these philosophical stuff.. yeeks!!! *samm come back*... ! haha...

2006-01-29T12:26:00.000+08:00

juz visited clicked on links in my blog.. and i found out tt.. many has changed their blog add! um... am i kinda lag?? lol! *scratch head*

2006-01-29T12:16:00.000+08:00

yoyo... it's chinese new year first day nehz... lol! um.. of coz... bloggin now will mean tt i have nothing better to do?? Finally get to rest this new year... a long rest indeed... got to get recharged and cheong for another 1 month before the long break! yes! i m looking forward to tt long long break manz... i guess many ppl are looking forward too! and.. i m planning to go K K K !!! haha.. but muz first find kaki laz... i think those reading my blog know who they are baz.. haha! *winks*

wearing long sleeves today.. guess it's a bad idea.. coz it's like so hot??? keep hearing lion dance thingy... kinda ermz.. slept at like 3 plus plus last night.. coz went for prayers.. run here and there.. balestiar... bugis and stuff... but.. i slept quite a lot before.. so it's kinda alright for me... wan me to tell u the number of hours? haha... I slept at 11p.m. got up at 11a.m. then... slept at 3 plus to 5 plus.. so in total.. it's 14 hours? so.. of course my batt can last until 3 a.m. last night..

i guess.. some received my happy new year message last night?! haha... coz i m kinda bo liao.. this new year kinda quiet for me.. coz my parents are overseas.. MISS THEM!!! but.. i hope to get lotsa things when they come back! *praying hard* =D

*stop here*

2005-12-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

hey... i m back frens.. lol long time ago.. quite tired.. never rest manz... keep going out these days.. shall update my things in beijing first uh.. starting frm the first day... got up very early tt day... then i wasnt feeling good on board... stomachache then i thought is gastric.. so took the medi ma.. coz i always got gastric.. then later.. still not feeling well.. damn pain... coz first stop is beijing then i m transitting in bangkok first.. so after landing i went to buy a cup of milk.. then after drinking i went to pang sai.. lol! coz... stomachache again.. but.. what came out was not shit.. it was water.. omg.. then later thought will be feeling better but no.. then somemore when i reach beijing it was negative 1 wah seh.. not feeling well le..still sooo cold... i was feelin realli realli bad tt time.. then cannot differentiate between hungry or stomachache sia... damn ke lian lehz.. then i ren lorx.. thought the medi will work ma.. then second time i take stomachache medi and gastric pain one.. wa seh...never die is heng le..! haha... then i ren ren ren.. until buai tahan until i got up in the night and wake my mom up then suggest goin to see doc.. then in the morning early early.. we got up and went to the counter to ask where is the nearest doc in town.. then the bell boy say no private clinic open so early.. so suggest us go to the nearest hospital.. then we went lorx... the the doc there so unfriendly.. somemore so rough... press my stomach then i pain until i jumped up.. at first he asked me to curl up my legs then i don understand.. then is so paiseh... omg.. then hor... somemore take blood test.. OUCH! then.. keep payin money... so sad.. then the doc ask me whether i take my meals regularly u know? then i was like.. NO.. coz.. the ppl who know me will know la.. i don take my meals regularly... then.. ask me got diahhrea not.. then ask me can u now shit and let me test the shit? wah seh... i was like.. hello i m not a shit machine kz... wat the helll... then ask me whether i wanna stay in hos or take medi.. then after taking medi i chao lorx.. then tt day was going to chang cheng.. then hor... i did not climb coz i was feeling super weak.. then later in the evening i was better le... ok.. now tok bout 3rd day i beijing... nth special happen la.. but we bought quite a no of things and learn quite a num of things on fengshui.. then 4th day.. also last day in beijing.. we went to tian tan... then i donno whether i m clumsy or wat.. i fell down the stairs.. wah... don need to walk man.. juz fall can le.. then my butt and hip bone hurt.. sad... then later we went shopping lorx.... my mom keep asking me whether i m ok not... then i ans her.. u see.. i m shopping le.. sure ok liaoz.. but actually tt time i was still having cramps... so sad right... ok... now in shanghai.. the ppl there xiao pian don close the door lorx.. then do big business also can tok to fren lorx.. never close the door de.. wah lao.. then their culture is cutting queue lorx.. coz it's like.. frm beijing to shanghai needa take domestic flight wat.. then got one china gal cut my queue so IRRITATING.. at tt point of time i wanna scold f*** but hor.. cannot.. kanna restrictricted man... after i realise tt in the toilet.. we were always the last to go man.. they keep cutting queue! hate it.. then they so rude.. buy things frm them like we needa earn frm them not they earning frm us sia.. wth!!! then tt's it for shanghai i guess.. the ppl there.. cmi... in 2008 i think they will be laughed at manz.. sian diaoz... then in bangkok now.. at last.. met janessa they all lorx.. then my uncle like siao like tt.. stupid man... never realli shop there.. coz he keep nagging.. we buy wat he nag.. then he buy things for his wife also need us to buy for him... when he say can anyhow buy.. i mean anyhow buy.. u can buy on ur own wat.. rite?! then never realli shop lorx... never go to the shopping centres we always go to too..! so pissed off with my uncle.. wanna scold tt one also cannot.. manz..! then bought few things nia... think tt's it la.. but overall this trip is still ok.. but my dad said we pay to suffer in beijing.. then my skin peel like shit in bangkok man.. like a snake... so scary.. coz my skin dry.. then take very long to "recover" so it kept peeling.. then somemore.. i kanna frost bites.. now my skin is like so rough.. especially on my legs.. omg... but then.. the temp in beijing was realli cold.. can hit -9 in the morning.. and we needa go sightseeing in those kinda weather.. was soooo cham... but in shanghai was better haha.. the clothes i wore was like cool la.. plus a jacket it was 6 pieces for top... 2 thermal haha.. tt's the world record k.. even my father wonder how i put on 6 pieces man... ahaha... wat else um... i basically bought a lot of food stuff for my frens lorx.. and eggs tt can grow plants and handphone chains.. haha! but rite.. i bought 10 eggs but 2 eggs spoilt coz my mom dropped it... sigh... but it's ok.. still got enough to give ppl haha! think tt's all folks! oh ya.. needa say wat i bought.. ermz.. i bought 3 bags this holi, many tees, 2 pairs of jeans, 3 skirts, 1 pair of shoes, 1 pair of sandals and 3 pairs of slippers.. think tt's it??? yup! update more if i can think of more...! =)

2005-12-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

um.. going overseas tml! yes!!! donno how's the shopping there manz... lol! um.. gonna check the temperature after bloggin! ok.. gtg check now... =) come back then update what i bought.. wahahaz...

2005-12-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

umz... juz came back frm ermz... town? ermz.. this afternoon we went to honda... then after went to volks...coz anyway waiting for my aunt and mom coz they went to visit the sinseh... lol! ermz.. went to honda coz my cousin went to get sth for his car i guess.... then went around to see other cars lo... don understand him.. got car le still go see others.. so funny lorx.. waste timez... erhz... then later we went to marina.. omg la... so many pplz.. so can see sporeans realli dono where to go.. like US lor.. haha...! omg.. then later went to eat dosai.. my fav...so sad sia.. my cousin keep saying me fat... wah kaoz.. ok lor.x.. muz jian fei le!!!! =)

2005-12-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

today pon sch! lol.. last day of school manz... sian diaoz... sigh.... nth to do here... the guys playing dota.. joshua, gab and jeff.. go joshua's house.. omg... sigh... sitting here in a daze... updating my blog... i guess i really nth better to do... going overseas next sat... to beijing, shanghai and bangkok... lol! but.. not feeling excited sia... coz... i have no idea got what to get there? lol!... mel mel, shu, gab, jeff also going overseas.... jeff and gab going to shanghai.. lol! so nice rite? three of us are there at the same time.. so cool lorx..! um... yest.. took 132 back from redhill after an early dinner.. coz... after got orchestra maz... then saw one dirty idiotic man.. took pics of candy and me! then think he damn smart.. use a bag to cover it.. but then i still spot it..! so STUPID... plz la.. being a pervert needs IQ too ok? idiotic.. but then.. i m going off the next stop.. so.. never like go to the upper deck or wat laz... idiotic... then.. pui took the bus.. so i told her laz.. to be careful! but then.. think the pervert IQ so LOW also cannot do anything laz... um.. what else ner? gena juz asked me how come i look so serious.. ans is... coz i m tired feel like sleeping and i m updating my precious blogggg.. lol! =) this trip muz help gena buy things.. muz remember manz.. or else she will ermz... lol!... she is sick today and guess a lot of things are on her mind.. and tt includes ermz... juz went back with her frm polyclinic la.. waited but.. luckily not too long.. so.. it's OK! hope tt she will get well soon... plus!!! she's not the only one who is sick... there's ger... and the stupid dota king.. who is KELVIN! keep playing dota... =(

2005-12-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

wa... gonna blog what happened from monday until now.. which is like thursday? lol! ermz... ehz.. so wat happened during mon was tt.. i went for piano lessons.. happily.. coz mon was a happy day.. as tt day's lesson was the last one! yeah manz... lol then erm... tt day was happy coz ermz.. think someone msg me? i guess so.. lame one la... then later on... very sad... coz i found out that.. the present tt was given to me was spoilt by ian le..! but then.. i don blame him la.. coz guess it's my fault.. if it's not mine... then it's his mom's fault lorx..! wth manz... sigh.. then luckily tt was after i finish studying my rDNA ut.. or else i wont have mood to do tt.. then it's like.. make spoil already.. still never tell me... sigh... then so angry until i cry..! damn cham... then... tt day's ut for immune sux also... omg... but generally still ok la... then ermz... tues ner? the ut sux... basically for the round 2 uts... the most sux one is immune.. then followed by rDNA wth manz... then ermz... after ner.... still quite ok laz... then wed... which was yest... damn tired.. still went out with mel, pui and ger to heeren.. but shortly after.. i went to novena to meet bert, kim and the two kids for dinner.. coz needa celebrate dayna's bdae... then ermz.. ian vomited.. coz not feeling well... got a lot of phlegm... then... very qian da.. coz... i meet them in novena.. but later change place to tanglin mall.. wth.. but still it's ok... went to dan ryan's for a hearty meal.. um... then most imptly! SCHOOL HOLIDAYS COMING!!!! FRIDAY IS THE LAST DAY! YES YES YESS!!! NO SCIENCE FOR 1 WHOLE MONTH... TT RULEZ..!!!! =)

2005-11-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

wahz... now got time to blog.. lol! erm... yest after co... i took 700 back with candy.. wah kaoz... the driver very wat wat sia... suddenly jerked manz... wah... super.. then we nearly fell down.. haha.. so ps manz.. lol! then right... we go down and change to 190!! got seat somemore... wont scared fall down... sianz... today micro.. so slack laz... lol! =)

2005-11-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

um... got muscle ache at the lower back! omg.. steady manz.. pain since monday.. then the stupid medi.. not working... doesnt really relieve the pain.. wth manz... the doctor no good!! um... then yest i pon lo.. go see doc... lol! excuse manz... today kanna said by mel mel.. say i never update my blog! so.. now.. here i am..updating lorx... so nice rite?? sianz... gena not here today.. think she went for a camp or watsoever.. haha.. the little hua chi girl... lol! donno how is she now... what else to add manz... today having med tech.. kinda slack.. tt's y i can update my blog now.. wahaha... omg... ermz... 6 more lessons to holiday! haha.. so happening manz... shall stop here... update when i have other things to say...=)

2005-11-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

on my bdae tt day... they all bought a cake to celebrate for me and xin yuan coz we same bdae... haha.... and.. the cake happens to be the same as the one i chose for mom to buy for ah bert and me! haha... so lame rite... and so "qiao"!!! omg... then i think tues.. we went to sing k? lol.. so fun laz.. but then.. got a bit of misunderstandings here and there laz.. but it's still okay... =) had a realli great timez.. thanks guys...!

2005-11-06T18:26:00.000+08:00

wah wah... yest went to celebrate my 18th bdae... celebratin it early coz of two reasons... one is.. my bdae falls on mon and the other reason is... my cousin whose bdae same as mine is going overseas today.. so muz celebrate earlier... omg.. we ate at a jap restaurant.. the food.. not bad.. haha.. then hor.. omg laz... bdae celebration no cake?! sad manz... then my cousin so disappointed... haiz.. so cock up manz... coz.. my the other cousin is suppose to buy de.. but he wanted to buy tml.. which is on the actual day... but my cousin is going overseas today!! haha.. then bo bian... i go ask my mom buy... today at the hospital... sigh... tokin bout tt.. my uncle was warded... coz suspect dengue... warded in NUH...wth.. the hos sux k? coz it's like.. one nurse say is suspect dengue.. then the other say.. confirm dengue.. wth manz... haiz... ok..back to the cake topic.. i guess realli so cham manz... first time.. my bdae i need to tell ppl to buy cake... DIAOZ!.. wth manz... sigh.. then i told my dad.. i guess next yr bdae i will buy the cake myself... sigh sigh sigh... omg laz...! where got bdae then i ask ppl buy cake de... coz this yr my sis doing her confinement.. or else she will buy de... diaoz lorx... =(

2005-11-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

omg.. long time never blog le... haha... the other time.. ger and gena was tokin bout blog.. and tt was the time i suddenly remember i have one too!!! haha... totally forget bout bloggin man... guess.. when i m free... i will online for msn onli baz.... haha... um.. nth much to blog too lehz... will blog as soon as i have something to say...

2005-10-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

juz like finish my first week of sch.... omg laz.. so stressful lorx... it's like.. all very "qiang" and i didnt even get to say a word during second meeting laz... it's pathetic... let's pray tt next week would be better.. and it's like.. i m soooo tired laz.. gonna slp after typing finish this entry...! night frenz....

2005-09-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

today went out with candy! my parents juz went to book ticket for yr end trip! going to shanghai, beijing and my fav place BANGKOK! haha... can shop yeahz! then hor.. went to jurong point and cck... suppose to go marina de... then candy sabo.. say go jurong point.. then we went to eat pizza hut.. coz i psycho her.. wahaha... then omg.. i went to order some creamy sauce and it turn out to smell cheesy... omg! i hate cheese! so.. i cannot take it... then the whole plate never eat... then rite... after... i went to cck to eat long john.... haha...! the chicken is as small as nugget man.. then candy and me kept cracking jokes.. hahha! =) happy day!

2005-09-20T14:06:00.000+08:00

juz came back from hat yai last night... um... that place.. not too suitable for me.. coz the shopping not very good.. haha... only got one central, one robinson, one carrefour and stuff la.. very small town i guess... then.. first day.. when reached, we went to shop already.. but..i was soo shocked.. coz it is worse than wat i thought it was... coz i thought the shopping there.. shld be on par with bangkok but i was wrong laz.. aha! coz i brought my hp there... so... my aunt keep asking me to msg back to see how is my nephew doing... then.. suai suai... he kanna chicken pox on the second day when we were on holiday.. then my aunt very worried bout him laz.. keep saying wanna come back and stuff la... haiz... so funny laz... even she come back also no use.. she is not a doctor wat... -_-'' then... keep asking me to sms.. wa.. one 60cents.. but now is not the problem of money.. now is the problem is tt she kept asking me to sms and stuff and there is a limit of like 160 letters? then got so many things to say.. then i say y not call her.. then it's like.. ask my nephew's mom to brew herbal tea.. can 2 hours remind once...-_-'' then i kept msging lorx! wa.. i was so happy my hp no batt for one day.. at least i can concentrate on shopping manz... then wat else happen... we took budget air there... tiger airways... it is the first time i trying budget air.. wah... sporeans are really KS!!! omg man... coz we were like waiting to board the plane.. then those ppl very experienced sia.. it's like... when the pilots came out.. they know it's the time to queue le... then all went in front man.. then i was like BLUR! haha.. coz i thought we will need the person to like report first then we can queue and go to the plane via arrow bridge...-_-'' then i totally shocked man... coz too ks! haha... then wat else... ya lorx.. then.. this time.. never really bought a lot of things.. but i did bought quite a number of adidas shirts baz.. haha! COOL de.. then bought mickey mouse watch.. also quite cheap laz... so i m looking forward to going bangkok this year end... coz the shopping there is better! but then.. although never shop much.. i guess i spend quite a lot.. haha.. i have 8000 baht but came back with 500 only! haha... then one funny thing happened yest afternoon laz.. wah... coz my aunt wanna buy the hair clip it's like... both add up is actually 15 baht but the person say ok la.. give u 10 baht can.. then afterwards my aunt on the phone... then also very luan la.. but the conclusion is tt she insist that i 15 baht not 10 then add up with wat i bought is 70 baht la.. bout 2.80 sing then 5 baht is like 20 cents? wah... then they kept arguing.. then i really cmi it.. buai tahan... i juz give 100 baht to the person and told my mom and aunt.. forget it la.. juz 20 cents.. omg... really AUNTIES man! then my dad and me kept laughing away... then my dad say.. next i old le.. also like tt.. -_-'' i say no lorx..! haha! =)

2005-09-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

went for a swim with gena today! erm... cool laz.. actually she wanted to go tanning de.. but somehow the sun don seem to be fulfilling her wish! haha.. then she had to go for a swim too laz! juz receive a msg frm gena lorx... say got tuition.. juz went to enquire... malay gal wor..! sian 1/2 but then... it's ok laz... lol!

2005-09-11T20:15:00.000+08:00

had a shock when i opened my blog juz now.. coz i saw someone commenting on my grammer! wahz... haha... as if his/her grammer is sooo fantastic man! omg.. -_-'' if that whosoever thinks that he/she is SO SMART or perhaps PRO IN GRAMMER then i suggest you should go teach in a sch or watsoever if anyone can put up with ur arrogance!!! WU LIAO! it is my blog! I CAN USE what kinda english or mandarin i wanna use! IT IS NO ONE'S BUSINESS! what i can say is... this person has nothing better to do! if you think u cannot stand with my grammer... so smart, so FREE, maybe you can correct ALL my grammer mistakes! SICKENING! -_-'''

Other than this incident, on thurs.. mag ask us why didnt we attend the ce thingy. Then we were like kinda um... then answered her we went to ECP for ce... then we were like saying how fun it is and stuff... then suddenly on fri.. a mail came... it was from her.. asking us about the ce activity.. coz we were like saying to her that day that there was no fac accompanying us laz... then guess she find it funny or watsoever... another wu liao person!

Juz don understand how come there are so many nosy parker.. WEIRDOS!

2005-09-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

um.. went to east coast park on mon.. then hor.. me and candy ride on those kinda two persons' bike.. then hor.. got one guy trying to be funny la maybe... wah.. came in front of our bike like wanna bang on us like tt.. then hor... wah.. candy damn cool! she shouted soo loud to him wat.. haha... CB!!! omg omg... she soooo fierce tt day lorx... xia si ren le... so scary!!! lol!... but then.. tt day was fun.... =)

2005-08-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

today pon lesson.. coz too tired le... haha.. watched too much dvd during the weekends then didnt have enough slp.. and not enough sleep means tt i slept at 1 plus 2 like tt then got up at bout 7, 8 lorx... so it's like 6 - 7 hours of sleep onli.. then sun slept at 9 plus... then today never go sch.. so i got up at about 11 i think... then after eat le.. watch a bit tv.. then went to sleep at bout 2 plus then got up at bout 3 plus.. so in total.. i slept A LOT today laz.. lol! then erm... yest went to ang mo kio to get specs done... didnt know tt my power went up! omg.. so sad lo... went up a lot i think.. left eye the degree went up.. from 850 to 950 le.. omg.. so scary... then right eye.. the astig went up.. also donno why sia.. is it that i keep staring at the com screen or... i lie down to use com and watch tv.. i also donno man... think i stress my eyes out..! haiz.. i so sad le... diaoz... =( then think tml also gonna pon.. fri also! wuuhuuuu!... haha...=)

2005-08-15T08:13:00.000+08:00

wa... here to update my blog.. haah..! juz went to j.b. on sat... wa... went to city square first... eh... there ar.. there's one extension my god.. it looks exactly like far east manz.. then hor... the things are cheap laz.. omg.. i bought eh... one blouse and one dress omg omg! so cute de.. haha! then eh.... i also bought 2 pairs of shoes there... one slippers... glittery one.. and one wedge... omg! so cheap also.. the wedge how much onli.. eh... think.. bout 26 sing..! omg omg.. haha.. then eh.. went to giant after.. coz they wanna shop for groceries laz..haha.. then i wait and wait.. coz there having renovation.. then nth to shop also.. so.. juz waited there... but.. bought pads and stuff la.. quite cheap haha! wat else... oh.. yest went to tiong bahru for dinner.. then hor.. omg..! my dad think he is pissed off with dayna... coz... ian vomited also la.. then.. havent finish eating yet.. then juz nice... the food came..then dayna wanna go toilet want her mom to bring her.. then her mom need to attend to ian first ma.. know?? haha.. then my dad say.. " you whole life go toilet" then my god.. i kept laughing la.. omg..! tt's funny know???? haha... then i tease my dad..then he say.. dayna like toilet inspector.. haha! gonna cont..!=)

2005-08-11T08:19:00.000+08:00

back to sch... from a long long holiday! haha... erm.. did quite a lot of sleeping during the holis.. to replenish my energy maz.. haha!.. then erm.. wat else... yest accom my aunt to see the doc.then in between someone called me.. omg man..ask me whether got go out one not.. i also donno ma.. then it's like so angry? "qi guai" haiz... then after.. me.. my mom and aunt went to erm... concourse... coz.. my mom wanna buy some flower stuffs... omg! so damn boring there... while they were busy shopping.. i was sitting there listening to my mp3 haha...! then yest wear nice nice.. go shopping.. wahaha... um.. wore the denium that i bought in far east on last sat.. haha! so cool laz... short until donno like wat... omg... haiz... then wat else.. wore my pumps again..wa... was realli pain.. but... ENDURE man.. haha!... but.. did quite a lot of "homework" by pasting on a hell lots of plasters manz.. haha!... but.. who cares.. it's nice la... then went around for wedge... then it's like.. some too high le... but design nice.. some is perfect height but... the design... erm erm la... haha! wat else ner... oh ya... yest while walking.. my heels stuck into some small gap omg.. then.. had a hard time taking it out..! while i was trying means and ways to get it out, my aunt and mom were like laughing away beside me! =( so sad man... laughing at my plight... omg.. then recently juz tok to someone =) ... haiz.. maybe too long le baz... also not very pissed le..! haha... then eh... wat else ner? um.. feel like poning today's biochem... BUT! i cannot.. coz i left how to say.. one more chance? coz.. i wanna pon all of the lessons last week! haha.. and btw... changing class le... think so... omg..! so happy lorx.. haha!!!!! but... donno whether my future classmate will be like some of them in my class like tt "pia" not.. if yes.. i wont be happy also.. haha! so contradicting...

2005-08-10T01:19:00.000+08:00

me now.. cannot get to slp.. coz slp too much today.. slept through the whole national day parade omg... but nvm.. anyway all national day parades are the same.. wat differs is the yr's national day song..! haha... then... a lot of things to update la... erm.. starting from y never update for so long... coz.. bz.. then also lazy lorx... found tt hor.. now owning a blog also damn stress.. coz.. this blog is no longer ur own personal one... become some "tools" of entertainment for ur frens manz... like.. if never update.. will have some frens like "alarm clock" will ring ring ring.. and tell u.. hey.. time to update man... tt kinda thing.. so funny rite.. omg! IRRITATING.. haha! then erm.. next thing manz... is tt.. li yang took my lab coat to press the stupid air con switch which is contaminated! omg.. but nvm.. it's ok now... don understand how come i will simmer down so fast... haha! as in... get realli angry and ok after a while.. but tt's good also... then erm... today national day.. so.. free day laz.. went out lorx... in the morning went to... erm.. IKEA... omg.. tt place realli.. cmi.. never mind.. not worth mentioning.. then later.. went to causeway... my dad changed his watch coz.. he found out tt the nautica watch he bought is exactly the same as my cousin's.. then he changed it to another bigger one.. then i also got one guess watch.. omg...! my early bdae present bo bian.. haha!.... then er.. they bought it for me at 200 omg.. so ex.. then guess wat.. they went to plaza.. saw the same one.. how much? 160 onli.. wah lao.. realli damn big diff la...so pissed.. and it's like.. i check so many places on their pricing before asking them to buy for me.. then i didnt know plaza got.. coz tt time i went.. don have... so sian... i very sad now.. haiz... then erm... still got wat.. now cannot slp la.. then update my blog..! oh no manz.. sian 1/2...=)

2005-08-01T13:54:00.000+08:00

... now listening to forever love by wang li hom...! haha! so nice lorx.. omg... listening to it again now.. got a lot of things to update laz.. think updateing later... during the third meeting of biochem.. coz now it's like.. nth better to do.. plus.. later.. also nth to do de laz... haha! blog later..!

2005-07-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

havng mixed feelings these few days again... diaoz... also donno yz... haha! erm.. maybe think too much baz... next fri going to perform at woodlands GRC... think is at the civic plaza there... sigh... very stress sia.. coz this time is first time performing playing dizi. then it's like if play wrong notes or wat.. damn pai seh la..! aiyo... haha! then ya lo... sian... =)

2005-07-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

haiz...yest piano exam.. then i think i played realli badly.. then i came out... then i told my parents.. then they look sooo disappointed kz.. haiz.. omg.. then i dare not say how i realli feel la.. think this time gonna fail.. sigh... muz wait for it to come out lorx.. think 1 mth baz.. if fail.. donno how to face my teacher... coz.. monday i played quite well.. if fail.. i don think she expect tt... haiz... damn cham... omg!!! how..... if fail.. waste money and waste time... haiz... so cham!!! then erm... yest went far east buy things lorx.. bought a lot baz.. CONSIDERED.. bought open toe pumps... one "vest" and one... sleeveless blouse.. quite nice... and quite cheap too baz.. haha!!! then ya... haiz.. will update soon! =)

2005-07-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

um... gonna type down all my feelings today.. so long never update le... tml i m having my piano exam... so "jing zhang" coz i am so scared tt i will fail again... i donno y.. coz i don wanna disappoint my parents baz... kinda find the fun and interest in piano again which i have lost for quite some time after my sch work becomes hectic... haiz... but... shld be happy.. coz i guess i found my interest back le. haha! then erm... today got my last piano lesson before my exam... so... the teacher gave comments like very good and good.. but.. i am still afraid tt i m still not up to standard... plus... when i m nervous.. i will tend to rush on the timing.. like today in lib when i was playing for ger... omg.. i was damn nervous.. also donno y... then have mental block somemore.. so afraid tml got mental block.. if got.. i sure die.. coz... scales is something like reflex.. coz.. examiner will see.. how fast u react to the scales.. as in.. how much time u take to start on the scales.. i donno... cant help feeling stress up....!!! haiz.. hopefully tml everything will be smooth sailing...! WISH ME LUCK MANZ!!! =)

2005-07-19T09:50:00.000+08:00

wa.. got a lot of things to type again this time.. erm.. start with.. going to shopping with gena! haha.. erm.. tt day was like friday? then we went to... forum first... to buy barney laz... haha... then pei her to shop for.. erm.. pumps and... levi's jeans... haha! then erm... yest pon sch..! biochem.. omg.. so stupid.. hha! but we went to kpool to play play.. then wa... the who who so handsome.. cool and nice..! haha... guess those who knows.. knows who laz... hor... haha! ok.. don say so much le... wait "chuan bang"...

2005-07-18T08:15:00.000+08:00

HEY... 2 things to write bout this time... one is the fall down one.. and the other is..!! i cut my hair... think did change a style la.. now shorter le.. but afraid that it will look tut tut..haha! gonna get the response today! wahaha.. then tt day fall down is because the place was muddy.. then i act smart.. know it's muddy already still went to walk tt side.. then i fell.. but... fell on my hands la.. then i slipped and kanna my shoes a bit.. so... gonna wash them.. think it's washed and dried le!... so... i dare not walk tt side le la... like this morning.. i "siam" tt place.. haha!!! omg... then cut hair.. went to cut with xiao bao after the fyp tok... which i chao half way.. haha..! then i went to jurong point to cut la... wanted to go there.. then we went there for pizza too.. after the cut... then.. after i came out of the salon... xiao bao gave me the shock look.. then she say i cut until quite short.. then... the front.. is like.. so straight.. coz the stylist ask me wanna cut straight not... then i say.. ok lorx.. anyway wanted to try.. so gonna get the "fan ying" today.. so... if good.. tt means... the stylist ok la..! ahha...=)

2005-07-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

fell down today!!! sob sob...haha.. will write the details tml... coz now wanna watch show....haha..!

2005-07-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

um...quite a number of things to update my bloggy today.. as usual have fun in class coz of all the jokes being shared around ahah..then... erm... my ex is attached! wa... so congrats la... someone told me this news.. haha.. xiao bao.. then she thought i will cry..! siao... haha.. but i also know she is concerned bout me la... "don worry!" i m fine ahha... then.. not realli affected by the news but juz touched that my fren care bout me..! haha... tt's something tt is so nice... then erm.. wat else uh... coz today.. celebrating mag's bdae.. so xiao bao thought it will be late.. so she told her mom tt she will eat outside la.. then.. we went to plaza to eat... omg.. as usual la... then... i went to buy some curry puffs home for my family la.. then hor... we saw one schoolmate.. then both of us donno de.. then at first she smile at me.. then i smile back la.. coz we saw her before one... but juz never tok.. so right.. i smile back.. then hor.. omg.. guess wat xiao bao did... she waved at her... then after... i asked her.. u know her ar? she told me ... i thought u know her... then i say i donno..i juz know that she is an ex zhenghua one.. then she stun dio... haha... then i kept laughing.. coz.. xiao bao donno her.. still can act like she know her for years le... omg..! haha... she is sooooooo funny lorx.. haha... then before tt.. we were waiting for 132 wat... then i kept saying.. eh.. u see this guy quite cute or watsoever la... then in the morning also... then xiao bao say... i change le... say i last time wont bio guys one... now also bio.... then say i change quite a lot.. then when i ask her... how i changed... she donno haiz... i also donno lehz.. personally i feel tt i changed a lot too... but juz donno where... is it mature le? or like... i also donno..wahaha... no time to figure out manz....

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2005-07-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

yest.. someone ask pharmaco ppt from me... then coz msn got prob.. cannot send.. must use thumbdrive.. then ok lorx.. he came to collect frm me... then ya la.. tt's it.. then my classmates saw.. so ya.. as usual.. ask me bout stuffs... then yup... today.... morning... mel mel ask me bout somethings regarding to yest incident... then ya... i also donno how to ans her.. as i haven given it any deep thoughts before la...but.. she told me how she felt and i guess i felt bout the same baz... then.. today got meeting la... co meeting... then.. was told tt me and candy had to be separated.. so.. we two separated la.. she was sent to look after the strings.. and i was sent to look after the wind section... haiz... then... today when on the lift.. i saw a weird gal.. omg omg..! i asked her.. which floor you wanna press? coz she was having quite a lot of things with her.. so i asked her la.. then she don bother bout me.. then press then lift.. then after.. she started staring at me.. then i was thinking.. why she keep staring.. so funny.. but never bother.. until she spoke to me.. ask me bout donno wat company thing.. then ask me wanna mix frens with her not.. omg.. i was so stunned and my heart was racing le.. so scary.... then luckily it's my floor le.. have to get out of the lift.. then i just smile trying to act friendly and say NO... haha..!

2005-06-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

wa..now genetics... as of coz... finish the ppt already... so... can la... can type for my blog.... erm... yest i dropped my pinky on the bus..and i didnt realize it until this morning.. then... today got ut.. before tt.. my fren... say got sth to show to me.. then... ta da! my pinky is with her.. and she told me i dropped it in the bus yesterday.. so lucky.. she picked it up for me... actualli.. i was damn sad this morning.. coz.. when going to sch i realize tt it was gone.. then it was like.. so sad.. then... i was telling candy... coz this pinky got "ji nian jia zhi" which is.. very momentous lol...! coz.. ya... tt's y.. i was very glad tt my fren picked it up for me!!! =)

2005-06-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

erm.. to add on.. haha.. i bought a pair of sunglasses.. as the weather is realli.. cmi.. i had to buy one.. coz i don like caps.. it make me look so " ku ku" haha..so i bought sunglasses la.. very cool one.. erm.. sporty looking.. and it's orange! my fav colour.. wahaha... then erm.. wat else.. my cousin said i m a thermometer.. coz. for the whole trip.. i was complaining bout the weather there... and it's like..outside is hot.. and in the car is cold... coz i m a bit sick la.. so towards the temperature a bit sensitive.. hot.. will be like burning hot.. and cold it's like. i need a jacket and shawl! wa.. it's realli exaggerating.. but.. i realli did tt.. haha..!

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2005-06-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

um...! juz came back frm malacca not long ago... went there for 2 days 1 night...wahaha... ok.. shall talk bout the trip now..! erm.. i went there on sat morning at bout 6 plus and got up at 5 plus to get ready..! wa.. so earli.. yawnz.. then of coz... took the car but i didnt sleep! surprising right?? so.. we have to reach j.b first before proceeding to malacca.. so.. we went to j.b. for our breakfast.. we had... dim sum, fried kway teow and so on la.. then after.. my cousin and mom went to buy those... deep fried thing.. wa.. very nice manz! then eat and travel lorx... then after.. too tired... i slept on the car.. but was waken up by my mom's voice.. haha.. then she said they were discussing bout the year end trip.. then after.. cannot get to sleep already.. so join in the fun of discussing la.. haha.. they said.. they plan to go.. beijing.. then down to bangkok...then after, we stopped by for toilet break.. at the place call wat.. shalala mart thing la.. haha.. the shop's name is so funny! then they kept laughing.. then we went up for toilet... erm.. tt place i been there before... have been to malacca for 2 times.. 1st was with sch and 2nd with family of coz.. tt is this trip la..! ya.. then erm.. after tt stop, we "cheong" all the way to malacca le... haha.. then.. first stop will be to check in to the hotel first... wa... the first time i stayed in such a junk hotel.. haha... tt's my comments and for my mom's, she said "it's the first time i stayed in a hotel without a fridge".. guess tt tells you all how bad is the hotel baz.. ahha.. then my aunt say the tap water is dirty..! omg.. plus the towel too.. so she decided to buy for us to bathe.. instead of using the hotel's towel hahah.! then after checking in and washing up.. we went to a temple first.. as my elder cousin is "quite" familiar with malacca, he is the road directory la..! of coz.. but then.. he don drive in malacca.. so was quite haha la.. then my younger cousin keep turning in circles..! wahaha.. then finally we reached the temple.. then of coz.. pray.. then after we went to the red building.. donno call wat.. forget already.. then took pictures la... but.. before going to the red building.. we went to have chicken rice.. think malacca is famous for the ping pong chicken rice i think.. then we had tt one.. erm.. actually.. it's no big deal la.. haha.. perhaps.. i wasnt feeling too good also.. so didnt have much of tt.. so after eating and visiting the red building, we went to markota shopping centre.. haha.. they said it's the only shopping centre in malacca.. so we went there la.. have quite a number of sales.. so.. i bought 3 shirts and one bag there.. quite cool i shld say.. and i walk until my legs nearly break.. while me and my dad were shopping, they went to the supermarket to buy those daily things la.. including the towel i mentioned above.. haha.. then erm... wat else.. after tt as i was realli hungry.. i bought a stick of fishballs i think.. to eat la.! then after tt we went for dinner already... we had "lok lok" erm.. not bad.. with satay gravy haha... then shortly after, we took our supper..-_-''' ordered quite a lot.. stingray and stuff... stingray was my fav.. but.. it was the worst out of all the food.. coz the chilli not nice.. then after..went back to the hotel.. to rest la.. story haven finish... coz.. i was suppose to sleep with my mom on the corner bed... my god.. it was sooo hot.. then i went to change bed with my dad.. which was more cooling.. and shortly after i slept... but.. during the middle of the night, it suddenly went so cold until i have to get up and wear my jacket.. but.. i still don feel any better... so... didnt really sleep well for last night... so cham... then for second day.. think got up at 8 haha.. then... wash up and stuff pack things.. ready to go.. after packing..we went out lorx.. erm.. then.. same thing la.. cant find the place and keep going circles... then finally found the place.. then ate breakfast.. then went back hotel.. took the luggage then off we go.. down to j.b. where we had our dinner there... wa.. then same thing.. ordered stingray! the stingray there nicer... hah... then had coconut... ya basically tt's it la.. then went to the giant there... then bought 2 belts.. wahaha... think tt's the whole account of my trip to malacca.. lazy to write somemore.. ahha.. oh ya.. then at the customs.. i saw one sing car with a BIG spider at the wheels there.. at first thought its dead... but... it can crawl... and crawl up to the handle.. but didnt know wat happen after tt.. ahha.. then all of us was like looking and i think the passengers in the car was wondering wat happened baz.. then.. ahha.. coz the small boy was sitting behind, my mom played with him.. wah... she kept shaking her head.. so damn funny.. first time my mom so crazy.. haha.. k laz.. ending here... need to do other things le.. like im-ing and stuff..! tata =)

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2005-06-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

today..woke up at 10 plus.. being waken up by a phone call.. frm who?? geraldine.. my second les partner... she ask me whether wanna accom her to suntec not... then.. go lorx.. after i went for orchestra.. erm... haha... so back to suntec tt one... actually, was suppose to go to mache for class gathering(at suntec) de.. but never went.. instead.. i met up with geraldine and accom her walk walk at tt area lorx.. um.. tt area.. wa.. brought back a lot of my memories manz coz last time "pak tor" always go de.. haha.. then erm... after tt... went back to city hall tt area.. meet mel they all then chao.. to co le..! then at suntec.. i ate the anderson's ice cream.. erm.. think is banana crunch.. not bad la... then... talk a lot bout the past stuff to my fren.. coz anyway.. she wanted to know.. then it suddenly dawn to me tt even if patch back... we will also not be together for long.. as we have a lot of differences... for e.g. in opinion and stuff like tt... so... ya..! shld not think bout tt le.. now shld concentrate on orchestra and stuff... then today learnt bout things lor.. like changing from G "diao" to D "diao".. now.. i still quite ok.. but juz reflex a bit slow.. haha... erm.. then tml going to malacca lorx.. juz finish packing my stuff... so sian one.. then i pasted my neoprints.. on my lappy.. kept looking at it.. so cutie... shld go take somemore.. haha..! then erm... no scanner to scan.. or else will be clearer lorx.. sigh... so sad... k laz..! come back then update.. hopefully will have fun tml...! =)

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2005-06-15T16:56:00.000+08:00

hehe... although is holi.. i also seldom online to update... coz lazy ma... wahaha...cut short wat i wanna say..erm... i went to msia last week.. think on sunday.. wahaha.. bought 3 shirts.. nice.. 3 skirts.. wah... my fav.. with one bright pink and other two white.. and... lastly.. one pair of slippers.. which is very glittery.. bought it becoz i think its cute la.. haha.. then.. erm... basically rot at home.. then.. yest went out.. coz don wanna stay at home..wah lao.. tt day i was darn pissed.. coz it's like.. cannot have peace man.. sat down a while.. mom ask me to look after my nephew.. then run around with him.. like mad.. anyway.. juz cant sit down and rest for a moment baz.. so irritating... then wat else.. erm... think this sat going to malacca baz.. but coming back on sunday le.. my cousin is driving us there.. so looking forward to it laz.. so.. come back le then update lor....

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2005-06-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

sigh... today is a very tiring day.. wahaha.. been to hougang or rather upper serangoon rd for the first time... haha... erm.. went to serangoon sec sch.. for the starchy thing.. anyway.. no big deal.. also don understand anyway.. hehe.. then erm.. tt day forget to add sth.. is tt.. on sunday.. went to imm i think.. then i bought a shirt and pants frm baleno.. quite cool.. k laz.. then erm.. today.. wa... the sch.. so "ulu" de... diaoz..-_-''' then erm... coz before tt we went there by cab with poh kian toung and another fac.. then later we make our way back la... erm.. coz i wanna try the route.. coz fri i m going there ON MY OWN wat.. sob... then... after the meeting thing.. me and xiao bao went to eat my fav thing at tekka there.. wahaha.. "dosai" omg..! it's so nice kz... crispy and stuff.. realli like tt.. wahaha.. erm.. then xiao bao also say nice. donno really nice not la.. or she juz don wanna let me down and humour me by saying nice. wahah.. donno lehz.. then.. erm.. today.. the stupid pants i wore was like.. erm erm.. damn loose.. xiao bao knows.. coz.. first time i put on belt and went out.. haha.. last time always put belt le then never wear out one.. erm.. then.. now realli sad.. coz i have to go to serangoon sec all by myself.. wah... damn sian le... how how... haiz.. bo bian lorx.. watda do... =(

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2005-06-06T13:29:00.000+08:00

been so long since i updated my blog... the last one was may 18...tt's quite some time back le...must be wondering how come i so free to update it now rite..? wahaha.. coz today is the first day of my holiday! tt's y got the time to do tt... now.. 130... nth much to do.. so online lorx... juz finish my shower so kinda refresh now.. yest watch vcd until 12... at last finish watching it... then.. now listening to some weird weird songs tt i copyed frm my frens haha... sian.. also donno wat to type now... erm.. tokin bout tt... biochem no re-test le.. so... take 3 out of 3... so unfair.. also not our fault... sigh.. so kinda stress la... coz not given a chance for bad results.. so... i also donno le... then.. juz got 3 out of 4 results for my ut... still ok baz... wat else... last weekend kept going out... then tt day friday got lab work.. so needa do lab report.... i finish mine at bout 12... tt's very late.. plus i was damn tired... finish so late coz went out with my cousins... they brought me out for dinner... heard tt i slept in the car.... until it's like.. call me also never wake up.. think i was REALLY tired baz... actually it's quite true la... very tired the past few weeks.. coz too busy with sch work and ut... but anyway... still quite ok... then tt day coz muz finish my lab report.. then my aunt ask me... cannot do tml? i say.. i muz hand in before 8 a.m. the next morning.. then she say.. u can slp first then get up do wat.. then i say.. cannot.. never finish cannot slp.. then she say... your eyes like.. still don wanna slp... but.. never finish how to slp.. right...? then actually.. i was damn pissed off.. then kinda say my dad tt night.. but very guilty.. coz not his fault.. sigh... i always have very bad temper when i don slp enough... so kinda... sigh... but later still ok la.. hehe... at last finish writing the report lo.. then hurry to slp le... tired.. i shld say... then luckily sch holidays is here le.. or else donno how long i can last man... if everyday is so hectic....enough of sch work... tok bout sth else... um....tt day tt person im me... think it was sat baz... then ask me never go out ar.. actually was goin out le.. but told him tt no.. coz no one ask me out.. then he ask me never go out with xiao bao or go overseas ar? then i told him.. no ar.. and btw.. xiao bao also bz ma... then he ask i never go out with mel mel... then i was like.. ok... was wondering how he know mel mel.. then he told me coz geraldine knows her... then i say ok... actually.. wanted to tell him a lot of things tt happened recently.. but... wat position i m using to say? as a fren? as a "close" fren? i really very "mao dun"... then... fa xian... actually nth much to say also... say wat? somethings wanna say.. also cannot come out.. then might as well don say... rite..? but... i m quite aware of how i feel for tt person i m referring to so far... of coz.. there is still some lingering feelings... but... wat can i do with tt?? tell him? for? so? really blur sometimes.. donno wat i wan... so juz put it lying there.. but... when i have time.. i will think bout it.. coz.. if i don put it down completely... i cannot continue... i will always look back... sigh... i also donno how worx... wanna tell the person how i really feel.. but can i? am i waiting for an answer? i really donno wat i wan.. wat i wanna do... but luckily... think bout this when i m free.. and not when i m tied down with work.. so.. still quite ok baz... then... feel really sad.. coz.. tell ppl... not many can understand.. so wat if they understand.. they cannot help me solve it.. i think i really depend on ppl too much.. i really hope tt ppl will solve this prob for me... i didnt know tt i will get so affected by this relationship tt has ended... been for quite a long time le.. a few months le baz.. until now.. i sometimes still think of the moments with him... really donno wats up on my mind man.. coz... i know... even if i think.. things will never be the same.. but.. sometimes it's hard to control wats up on ur mind...tt's y.. i try to keep myself bz...

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2005-05-18T08:21:00.000+08:00

sian...haven started sch yet... today...wednesday...pharmacology... sigh... stress... yest juz finished my biochem ut.... but... gotta retest... coz.. got ppl " bao toh" haha.. but tt's ok.. coz..retest will be fairer... haha... sianz... i also know who is the person who "bao toh".. not bad uh.. haha... sianz... pui fun juz peeped.. haha.. say... how come so many dot dot dots i think... the fac juz came.. aiyo... so early... plz lo.. it's raining.. where got ppl so early come de... aiyo.. haha... omg omg!!! today stress liaoz.. coz same team with pui fun... haha.. she so " gan cheong" one... haha... but also ok la.. "xi guan jiu hao"... this week.. so many things.... 3 ut in a row... actually two down.. but now... muz retest... then.... gotta do the... STP thing.. aiyo.. haha.. then yest search.. cant find anything online.. aiyo... haha... don write le.. ppl peeping..! =)

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2005-05-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

Sat...kept thinking of things..omg...darn pissed off... haiz... coz thinking of some things make me cannot concentrate on my studies... haiz... but think again.. thinking so much wont help in matters.. do they... i guess those who know me will know wat i m thinking la... haha... erm.. let's tok bout others first... remember i bought a yam cake frm angie??? omg... ahaha.. my cousin bought a yam cake frm there too.. but design not the same.. heng..haha... so coincidental.... um... then.. today went to king's hotel eat lorx.. the food there sux... 8 course meal.. can sit there until like.. so long manz... aiyo... then... so ex... yet not nice. wat the manz.. contradicting.. haha.. erm.. then when eating.. suddenly phone rang.... bengawan solo called... say i suppose to go collect my cake today?! then i was like stun.. coz i told them i will collect tml wat.. think the lady mixed it all up la.. lame sia.. stupid... then i was like.. sorry lor... maybe my fault..watsoever kinda thing..haha... then erm... today... didnt do much things la... juz slept all day kinda thing... coz too tired le... then.. of coz.. thinking of things.. then yest toking to mich on the phone.. think she also damn stress.. coz her project cannot finish.. but today she msg me.. say she finish le.. good for her lorx.. then i was like telling her bout the thing.. donno y these days keep thinkin bout the same person... then i was like um.. kinda thing.. then told her something tt she was damn shock also.. haha... coz maybe the phrase i used.. she never expected it baz... sth like... knowing how to treasure when u have lost it.. but.. if u never lost it.. u will never know how to treasure isnt it? haiz... donno la.. so annoying.. haha.. hope to be damn bz then i can forget these things temporary.. baz...

omg omg...

2005-05-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

today is a long long day again... got 2 of my daily grades lorx.. then yest got one... still not too bad.. hengz.. ahaha... at least..can see my effort la.. not wasted... blah... but what happened today is that... i m very very stressed up again.. and it is during third meeting when i was presenting.. omg.. it was like horrible terrible and many things manz.. then i damn sad... coz quiz so diff also.. then donno how to do.. coz quiz is like everytime got open ended one.. then sian 1/2 lorx.. haiz.. then.. i was like watda do.. donno how to do lorx.. who cares anyway.. haiz.. i also don like pharma coz the fac sux.. speak like anything and write like anything.. i think she is speaking and drawing to let herself admire only la.. plz.. my god.. then.. what else.. when being "shoot" when our team was presenting.. and suay suay.. need me to answer.. then it was like erm.. erm.. juz cannot get things out of my bloody mouth.. donno what i was thinking also manz.. i cannot take it liaoz.. haiz.. i think i must have answered damn badly juz now.. darn it...! then... looking at the rj ques stressed me out also.. omg.. then.. they asked the stupid fac.. then i was listening also.. but.. as usual..cannot see.. cannot hear... of coz cannot understand.. then i so stress.. until don wanna listen.. anyway.. candy also waiting for me there.. then i went off with her.. then complain to her lorx.. tt's wat i always do.. then when we were at the locker i "buay tahan" already.. then somehow cried a little.. really too stress up i think.. lucky there not many ppl... haiz.. SO STRESS!! first time in my life.. i cried in sch.. becoz of sch work too stress... it's like.. for the whole day.. u did the ppt.. and in the end... u got told u never learnt anything?! omg.. it was a huge blow for me for today manz... but later... got a little better le.. then today candy and i went to eat mac.. haha.. coz i suddenly feel like it.. long time never eat le... then go eat lo.. then later... she went to buy things for grace.. coz her bdae ma.. so funny... she bought two t-shirts for her.. ok la.. not too bad.. but donno can wear not.. i think xiao bao also don give it a damn whether she can wear not.. at least buy sth.. tt's good enough i think..haha... then.. later.. it's my turn to buy things.. coz mother's day is coming.. then haha..need to do sth bout it la.. then i went to order cake.. frm bangawan... omg... then.. my uncle's bdae also.. so order another one lorx.. then hor.. cannot put name on the cake one.. then also order.. coz i can't think of anything.. then later regret.. coz my uncle's bdae is quite impt..it was his 60th bdae.. so.. xiao bao and me.. walk up and down.. juz to ask whether can ask the ppl to put name for us not.. then cannot lorx.. then bo bian.. we went to cancel the cake at bangawan... then heng.. the person gave me back my deposit.. heng manz.. haha.. then we went angie to order... i ordered one damn cute one.. haha.. got the face... but also cannot write name.. but got card.. so it's still ok.. compared to bangawan one.. of coz it's like.. wa.. then erm... i bought something tt is not so sweet.. coz our family.. got some is diabetic ma.. so cannot eat so sweet.. then i bought yam one.. haha... my fav... omg.. then the mother's day one i bought erm... mango..haha..! all my fav cake! so happy... donno is it bought for them or me..! haha.. but anyway still ok... generally except feeling stress.. i am ok la..! =)

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2005-05-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

um...frm third day of sch until now..so bz until never come post on my bloggy...sigh... um..been too stress in sch i guess..but now should be ok le..still tryin to adapt to the new environment..but..class very competitive...haiz...going to suffocate le i think..i guess in the class.. only some are like me.. slackers...for my policy i feel that..we should learn in a slacker environment..rather than now...so stress...for me..under stress..like cannot learn anything...instead..have an adverse effect...going to cannot take it liaoz..haiz...then..everytime joke around with xiao bao..then tt day..orchestra..donno whether xiao bao is too tired or wat.. then i was like kinda "gan xing" then tok bout the sch thing..think she also damn stress up...haiz.. then her eyes red red.. then scared she cry..i faster think of a joke..haha..."ben nu ren" she always scold me tt...blah...=p... um.. then...that day... i was very very stress also actually...coz..my biochem daily i got c... then i very stress up...and don really understand too.. then while reading the webby... tears really welled up... then haiz.. luckily i remind myself i was in class.. so cannot cry.haha... watda do..haiz.. maybe too stressed up le baz... but tt day co... we went to redhill for lunch.. didnt eat much also la... but when we reach sch..there was one uncle selling ice cream..so we went to buy lo.. then on the way to the slope.. we saw three guys.. then there was a cat following them la.. then got one guy told us tt the cat is looking at us.. lame la... then i was saying..plz.. the cat is following u all manz...-_-'' wat the lorx... then um... tt day.. my feet got a blister again.. maybe walk too fast with slippers ba... then... i walk from phoenix park to tn 2 times manz... omg.. so tired lorx.. haiz... coz we forget to bring pu... haiz... ya.. finish toking bout sch.. now shall tok bout home.. wah lao.. toking bout tt... makes my blood boil.. know wat happen today?! haiz.. cmi manz... cmi manz... the STUPID MAID... make spoil my t shirt.. wat the.. the shirt i like so much de manz.. then recently just took it out and wear.. wah lao eh... she too much manz... the t shirt.. i wear for like max 3 times lor... and plus tt one i buy from bangkok de... my mom still say.. this yr go buy.. doesnt mean tt... u wanna buy.. SURE GOT lo.. plz... last time i went.. also not selling le.. plz lo.. ppl shop got sell 2 yrs ago de stock mehz?? plz... wah... then still never say sorry... until like my aunt say her.. i was like.. u say sorry also no use.. already spoil le.. wat can i do manz.. plus.. even u take plane go NOW.. ALSO DON HAVE LE...!!!! too much manz she... wah lao.. i cannot stand it le... she's too much... gonna update tml or wat...

erm..third day of sch

2005-04-20T08:21:00.000+08:00

it is the third day of sch..and it's like sigh.... gonna update later..not in the mood..haha...

safari day

2005-04-17T01:51:00.000+08:00

erm..today was quite a bz day i should say.. got up early in the morning and accompany them to imm to buy things..haha.. but i bought quite a lot of things too manz! so happy.. erm..i bought a pair of canvas shoes and one polo tee...haha.. so nice de.. erm... then after i bought hair bands..omg..! they are cute k..i bought two pokka dots one..one red and one black plus.. one strawberry de.. and one shiny de.. the shiny one is in white.. woohuuu! my fav.. erm.. then later went home.. i slept..coz too tired le.. then after waking up.. we went to night safari..haha! first time in my life i am going there..never been there before manz.. erm.. very smelly.. but also quite nice la..cooling..very cooling there.. then..a lot of nocturnal animals.. of coz.. tt's "fei hua" coz it's er... NIGHT safari? haha.. then erm... i took a lot of pics with my family lorx.. all quite nice.. then there's a nite show.. which is damn good to watch too ! very entertaining manz.. haha.. erm..then after.. that.. went to daniel kor's house to kinda interview him... then later... i went to lavender to eat "tian ji zhou" lorx.. haha.. erm.. i ate the "gong bao" one.. so kinda spicy la.. but watda do.. then i also very hungry omg.. donno y also.. sigh.. k la..gonna end here.. coz need to reply tracy's im le.. gonna update tml!

after food

2005-04-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

juz finish my food not long ago.. 10 p.m. already! so fast..sigh.. then watching show now baz..haha... erm... juz now i only eat a bit "mee goreng" wa...my god..it's soooooo oily manz... it's like the oil don need money! haha.. then erm... after that.. i ate mango..coz today went to ten mile ma... then mango haha.. erm... 1 kg $2? haha.. then mommy bought lorx... then i think juz now got ppl cut up baz.. then quite sweet lehz.. but i eat a bit onli.. haha.. although like to eat butz... not in the mood to eat too much! haha.. erm... 2 days later.. someone will be coming back le..haha.. so... will have a kaki back to crap liaoz.. haha.. then... kwang juz came back frm bkk...wat the...ask him to buy pants.. he bought wrong size for me.. i sian 1/2 then ask him bring me go.he don wan..sob sob.. but he go there is thailand's some sort of new year.. so the shops also not open la.. go also no use..haha..! then now watching the show.. so sian de.. my god..! haha.. tvb8... stupid manz... haiz.. juz finish my bath haha.. so shiok..now on the bed... relaxing and posting my bloggy..! erm... going to listen to some songs later.. k la...stop here..=)

today

2005-04-15T21:15:00.000+08:00

today is a thinking day! haha..coz thought quite a lot.. but first..today i got up at..bout 10? then later go out with mom to mum mum then... went home.. next brought dayna to sch lorx..! haha... tt's about 1 p.m. then after bringing her..came home...then watch tv...bout 2p.m. i slept again.. omg..think i very tired baz..ahaa... erm..bout 4p.m. then i got up..then went to wash up and get ready to go nanyang cc for orchestra lorx..haha..anyway..orchestra rox..! coz it's kinda fun la..then..now juz got home..watching mtv and waiting for food to be bought by my dad! so nice..haha..but he don allow me to drink "teh peng" my fav... iced tea...frm the coffee shop..coz they say..got gastric cannot always drink iced tea de...so he say i cannot drink..sob sob...today i wanted to drink at ten miles too.. my mom scold me..say cannot... sigh..then forced to drink ice milo..which i kinda don like..coz too sweet le!!! haha... then... today also got think about stupid thing..haha..but...overall still ok laz... wat else..um... today i very good gal... haha..coz i introduced honey water to xiao bao..she also say nice..haha.. then bought some small little fruit tarts from prima deli...the fruit tarts there are nice..the chicken pie also..but...got 6 ma..i onli ate 2...one xiao bao ate...coz i also cannot finish...cmi...i always buy buy..then never eat..haha..! later my dad buy the food..also donno can finish not..if cannot he sure nag again..so fan! haha... then now..no show to watch..forced to watch mtv...haha..the "wa kao mtv" cool siaz... ok lorx..update later on..when i finish my mee goreng!! haha...

funny day...

2005-04-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

yup yup! erm... thursday...got co lorx...! wa..today so tired! coz never slp enough then whole body aches also...sigh... then...today we played 3 instruments...dizi...er...zhong ruan and bass haha! oops..! guess wat happened...i play bass until one large part of the skin of my second finger came out..ouch! haha..painful manz...omg...then nearly cry.... then candy say juz now my face very red...coz pain maz..! haha..then candy also..but her skin never come out..juz bled...um...but..she can play the bass well manz...get the beat and rhythm right...but me...cannot la..only can get the notes..but not really the beats...then..juz deleted something frm msn! haha..so cannot see the person online! then erm... toking back bout co again...bought dizi back lorx..then..omg..not in the mood to play haha..so bring back also no use..! erm...now thought of sth tt happened yest during fop..sigh...run up and down and ask around for safety pins..coz one of the gals haha...ya.then ran to the bookshop to buy for her..despite of stomach cramps or pain to be more exact..so touching right?haha... um... but anyway juz now when writing this blog posting i fell asleep..so..haha...continuing now lorx..!

tired day...

2005-04-13T23:05:00.000+08:00

today..have fop lorx..lol..erm..quite tired..but fun..! did some cheering..which are lame...then wat else....mostly leading the team...! today i team with tracy and a bunch of naughty and lame "kids" um...almost the same age as me..but very interactive! they are PARIS!! haha..tt's the team name la..basically... but of coz..there are some anti social ones..and one of them is in my team la..kinda pissed with him man..he say tt the flag making thing is dumb..then u mean the ppl doing are dumb ass and the organiser is jack ass is it? -_-'' wat the...it's a way to express ur creativity wat... sigh..how come some ppl are juz like tt man...-_-''' others can do..y cant u!! haiz... but besides those unhappy things..there are still happy ones =) haha...erm...like..during the water war... me, tracy, audrey and serene didnt play..so we were like crapping around..coz we saw one interesting gal there la basically.. then serene kept making fun of her... audrey too! haha..then tracy and me juz kept laughing manz...haha..!then anyway..sth happened too! haha..but lame la..don wanna tok bout tt...plus...yest.. coz my stomach also pain...then haiz..sianz...k la..end here...

terrible day...

2005-04-12T20:58:00.000+08:00

today....sigh....still gastric pain manz...cannot stand it..now still pain..haiz...eat the stupid medicine le..still pain..wat can i say manz...yest night pain...wat the...cannot realli sleep..so cham..haiz..watda do....then now juz finish eating the medicine...not doing any good sia..haiz...it's juz like a lot of "air" kind man..haiz..watda do....=( bear with it lorx...not so fast ok de...haiz... then tml going to sch...donno can tahan not...haiz.... but..still at home also no use..cannot rest...muz help look after the two kids..wat the...cmi....

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2005-04-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

today..is a bad day manz...got up in the morning...had gastric pain..but thought it was ok...but..after a while i "lao sai" so sad...think went to the toilet 3 times manz...so ke lian.... then didnt see doc in the morning..coz thought it was juz normal gastric pain..then today piano..ok lorx..not very fantastic but still ok..juz for the aural and sight reading kinda sux onli..ahha..then after piano, went to see doc..omg! there were like 13 before me..then i went hm..after an hour then go down again.! so ma fan...then got one person jump queue stupid manz..heng i am not having fever or wat..or else wait for my turn..can die already..! haha....then erm....wat happened...went to see the doc...gastric flu? now not feeling too good also..but nvm..juz post lorx..hehe...

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2005-04-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

now posting thing..haha...erm..got limited time manz..haha...coz my lappy batt running low le..watda do..today a lot of things happen..i went to "pek san teng" for the "qing ming" prayers lo...then..see my dad's side relatives..haiz...sian 1/2...no comments to that..then there my god..is "fantastically" HOT man!!! my got..perspire like donno what..haha...then after...we went to makan..then went home..rested for a while..for them..but not for me...i went home immediately i practice my piano le..coz lesson tml..then these few days donno busy with wat..never practice..sigh..always like that de...cmi...then finish practicing, it's time to go out again..this time is to the maid agency..haha!! coz the maid is like CMI too...then..we went lorx..then i brought the maid and dayna to mac and eat..my god..dayna finished a fish burger ok..wa....haha...then the maid also eat..but i didnt eat..coz not hungry ma...where got so pig! ^_^ haha...then of coz after tt..will be scolding for the maid la..then i brought her to the agency to meet them lorx..then she kinda got a scolding..i also don understand..coz it's like in malay? haha...then after...i also donno wat to say le..sigh...= ( haha..oops..why shld i be feeling unhappy..it's not me who got scolded..heck..! haha..then after...went home again lorx..this time i practice piano again..omg..i donno can practice how many times manz..ahha! then after finish practicing again..went out! this time i accompany my cousin went to buy hp..haha..he bought 6670 same as mine..so copycat rite..haha...then...after..went to imm find my mom they all..they were eating la basicALLy...then guess wat..yest night i found out that my adaptor was missing..sob sob..then actually it was my cousin who took it..how blur can he get...then juz now my mom asked him..he say he know and tml returning it to me..my god...he knows the thing is with him..and yet he never inform me..wat manz..! haiz..made me find the adaptor like hell...omg..! kinda pissed with that manz...diaoz...

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2005-04-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

today...thurs..haha...erm....got a lot of new things la...starting frm tues...i went for "qing ming" and went to cut my hair..haha..erm...went to cut fringe...at first wanted to trim my back too..but tt person ask me not to...haiz..so stupid..then cut fringe lorx..erm...cut one slanted one? haha..looks kinda kiddy now..i cmi liaoz..haha..then my god..wear specs..oh god..it is like china mei? ahha...cmi again...then tried putting hairband..nicer..heng ar..but...looks like a kid lorx..cmi..realli acting too young liaoz..haha...then wat else happen?? erm...today ar...co lorx...as usual..then tml going to the cc for another co lesson..so happy man..now getting to like co so much...haha..then tml going to meet new ppl..donno how is the feeling like manz..hopefully can see some nice ppl there? ppl...shld know wat i mean la..xiao bao..haha...then..today..on the way to cck on 190..haha..saw a handsome handsome guy..even xiao bao say handsome..haha..but is a malay..who don look like one..realli handsome..then xiao bao still make fun..coz got one old lady sitting beside him.then she say tt the old lady very "xing fu" haha..then i was like diaoz?-_-'' haha...but so funny today..then we tok bout a lot of things la..then..know i will be studying five modules today..so happy..coz...it is like ok lorx..haha..then one more happy thing..xiao bao is studying tt too..tt's good..but she still donno wanna study not..sigh...donno bout her lehz...i also donno wat to say...haha..hope she can think carefully? then..wat else happen...oh..met one person on irc..so funny...is a crap kaki..not bad manz... currently still toking to this kaki..! hopefully will be a fruitful one? =)

nah...

2005-04-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

monday today... as usual..piano lesson...kinda sad today..coz...hands shaky...sigh..donno y like tt..donno whether it is too nervous or like tt....coz...if hands shaky right...very possible will have double note or not enough strength to play the note...diaoz..-_-''' watda do...haiz...then today as usual..slept quite a lot...tt's y until now still cannot slp..haha...then mich asked me to accompany her for ice cream on wed!! haha.. actually..i don really like to eat ice cream de...especially swensen's one...coz..too sweet for me..and all along i don like ice cream de...juz sometimes crave for it..then i eat..lol..but...mich wanna eat..so..accompany her lorx...but kinda psycho"ing" her to go six avenue there to eat tt one..haha...quite nice also..but she wan with waffle..then i ask her to go A&W haha...but..i don even know where got A&W now manz..haha...but anyway..be a nice gal la..accompany her..! then...before tokin to her..i chat with candy too..had a hard time contacting her...such a bz girl..or maybe i didnt get the timing right baz..lol..then...tok to her bout the music camp thing then link to sch thing again..! haha.. erm.. coz today hannah contact us on the music camp thing..then i asked her if anyone is going and not to my surprise..no one is going..at first xiao bao was quite enthu in going for this thingy..but after i told her...no one is going for it.. she suddenly reply that.."we should be united with co ppl" so which means don go lorx..lol!!! "zhen shi hao jie mei" haha...coz..i don like to go for this kinda thing also..coz...means need to communicate.. which i hate to do so..although i might appear to be damn talkative at times..actually i don like to tok so much de..but..sometimes..needa entertain..so "bo bian" haha...like to type more.. but..if got things to tok..can tok for a long time..like toking to mich..i can tok for like 2 -3 hours..lol..also donno crap wat... then today so funny...coz dayna was like pointing at my dad...then..my dad threaten to break her fingers..then it was so funny..coz of the way my dad threaten her..! haha..then dayna was like...playing a fool la..also not scared one..lol...coz i think i was laughing also la..tt's y she not scared...lol...what else happened today? let me think...oh..today was raining in the morning until early afternoon then..as i m bring dayna to sch... my cousin told me to buy food for him..then i ask him to bring dayna to sch...then i don wanna buy for him..then he "bo bian" went to cook maggie..but..i was juz kidding manz...wanted to buy for him..but who knows he so petty... went to cook mee rather than wait for me to buy him food..but serves him right..who asked him to be so lazy and idle...donno how to buy food himself...hehe...=)

sunday!!

2005-04-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

updating the bloggy again...um...today is a sunday..but didnt do much...juz finish watching channel u tt lame movie..haa...Yesterday slept quite late...at 1 a.m. i think...then before tt was so hungry until i got up frm bed and ate one piece of wholemeal bread...sob..so pathetic..coz dinner was like er...haha then didnt ate much plus stayed up late to watch tv...so...was hungry lorx...then...got up quite early this morning..i think at 8.30 a.m. baz.. coz know y? i needa go pray my father's side mom and dad and " pik san deng" but...very funny thing happened..my fatther "bai wu long" haha... coz he mistaken the date for prayers be this sunday when it is suppose to be next...then he kinda blame my mom..which is actually not her fault...-_-''' haiz...then i was standing like argh...! haha...wat can i say man...i juz say..aiya...aiya...like tt lorx..nth else..lol...then after i came home first..then they went sheng siong to buy some daily products i think...haha...wat happened next...um..i came home..feeling tired and hot...so i on the air con first..then..suddenly thought tt...daddy told me...there was one thai vcd tt's very nice..it's a ghost kinda movie la..so..i watch..haha..but..of coz i dare not watch it myself..so i went around pestering others to accompany me..first i ask my cousin..he don wan..then i went to pester my aunt..then very unwillingly she agreed...then..i watch with her lorx...but..equals to watchin it myself..coz she was toking on the phone with her fren...!!! haha... then..was quite a nice show..but very misleading as don realli know wat is happening until the end...was a very gross and scary movie..!! coz...for the first part it was gross already... then when i finish watching it..my lunch came..and i didnt eat much..coz i kept thinkin of the movie scenes...tt's good.."jian fei" haha...!omg..! the show is gross gross gross..haha..cmi..then later of coz..had my afternoon nap!! tt's wat i have been doing these days...sleep and sleep and sleep -_-''' then after got up..went down for dinner..bla bla bla... then now..cannot slp..need to pass time by posting a "compo" haha...um..another thing to add...these few days thinking a lot..since tues i think..it has been like...5 days? but..wa...like damn long time to pass manz...cmi...i kept on thinking..also donno think wat..think missing erm erm like hell...haiz...omg..! donno how come like tt...haiz.... then..worried bout the classy thing...-_-''' donno when can i stop thinkin of all these unnecessary things....=)

saturday...

2005-04-02T16:17:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from turf city giant..lol...feeling tired now...today not feelin too good..coz..ya...lol...then...sch is going to reopen soon le....2 weeks more frm now...kinda excited..but worried too..coz...i still donno my class yet..and confirm...all new faces..need to make new frens again..so tiring...sigh..watda do...today..didnt buy much thing..but did bought those small little cakes frm bread talk..wa...kinda nice worx..surprisingly..lol..then bought three...ate bout 1 and the other gave to the small ones to eat lorx....then..on thurs co..so happi..lol..again..had a lot of fun there...kinda contented..coz xiao bao and i at last can kinda control the dizi and blow the high notes le...but donno y...very difficult to control the breathe for xiao bao..coz she said she blew and no sound came out..but for me is..i need to breathe harder and many more times to blow out the notes...very tough manz... and another one tt is tough is..coz..there is one tt is like high notes le..then low one..lol..so..very hard to control..wanted to blow low..but came out nth or sometimes...the notes remain high... although it is like tt...but at least did see some improvement in us le..tt's something to be glad about...=) Plus, "lao shi" told us to go to nanyang cc on friday to practice..lol..so happy..i think next week i m going..this fri didnt go..coz xiao bao cmi...she said too last min le..but never mind..there is still next time wat...rite? haha...now feel kinda committed to co and naturally getting more interested in it le...so "chen" it is the holi..enjoy co fully becoz when sch starts..it will be hard to enjoy coz..it is very tiring...sigh...then..nowadays very relax...lol... in terms of ... although somethings are unforgettable...but it is always nice to leave it to be so..instead of working too much on it baz...anyway...it is nice to leave things this way loz...=)

watch..

2005-03-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

today bought a new watch...o.m.d..haha..pinky de..so nice..have been wanting to have tt watch a long time liaoz...as most of my frens know..i m quite a watch freak..and bag freak too..haha...but...now better de...never really buy liaoz...lol..juz tt this o.m.d one is nice...coz of it's striking and unique colour strap...i think the strap is rubber de....kinda nice la...100 plus...didnt hou hui...then today so tired..morning get up early go pray my uncle...coz qing ming dao le..wat...so..got up at bout...7 plus if i m not wrong...so early..then last night still sleep so late...bout 2 then sleep i think...then...somemore...after praying...my cousin suddenly say wanna go swimming...then...although damn tired..i still agreed to it la..so..we went with dayna and the small boy...he so cute...then later...suddenly goin to rain...so...we went to bathe and went to eat at a western food restaurant..the food not bad..but..my god..the serving time was really cmi..aha...wait like shit manz...very very long...after the swimming thingy...we went to IMM to find my parents and my aunt..coz they were shopping there...then..after fetching them..we went to akira's warehouse i think...there sell all those electronic stuff and basically akira's goods la...then...we went there coz my cousin wanted to buy the massage chair..say cheap...then we went there...bought a lot of things beside the massage chair..bought a doll for dayna, food processor and of coz the massage chair...my god...they tried the massage chair..then near the massage chair..there is a small sofa then i sat there listen to my mp3..nearly slept..they took so long...then decided to buy the black one..haha...then...today really damn cham...now my neck aching..i think is last nite never slp properly..cozing neck pain..diaoz...then tml got chalet..donno going not...coz..tml i got piano lesson..then until quite late 730 then the chalet is at pasir ris..so far..then i will take quite long to reach there manz..so..i also donno how...now asking ah wen going not..if she is..then i meet her go together..if not...i think i also don wanna go...

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2005-03-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

posting a new ya...so sian...these few days..have been rushing to finish watching a hong kong serial drama..my god..tt show was nice manz...today at last finish watching it le..nice nice show...it is bout some imperial thing..lol..bout...how the imperial concubines tried to gain favour from His Majesty ba...nice nice...then in the end....for the main actress and actors..onli bout 3 survived..oh god..nice...then..today got a lot of gd news worx...got...firstly..i think i m getting a new phone tml...then second gd news is...my blog i ready for ppl to see lol...coz last time damn ugly..then i "begged" xiao bao to do for me..so nice of her..finish it within one day manz...tt's kinda pro too worx....so sian man...then today went for co...wore a pair of earrings..very nice de...it is a sphere shape i shld say..kinda luminous? then..rite..can reflect light de...i feel tt kinda nice..but..donno y they say until like so ugly..sigh..kinda sad for tt...but well..i think nice can le..=)

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2005-03-20T03:05:00.000+08:00

now so late le...we still toking..also donno tok wat..everything ba...

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2005-03-20T02:27:00.000+08:00

today..is kinda of a happy day...some things got off my chest...i used ah mei's msn to im him...and told him a lot of what i felt and stuff like tt...and in the end..i told him i was who i m....and...surprisingly he was not angry at all...then after..we talk for quite a long time..chattin on his ex and stuff...felt tt...if frm the start we could be so open and not guess wat each other was thinking and just speak our mind...i guess...nth will happen for now ba....i kinda regret...i think i should do that frm the very start..didnt know wat i was afraid of...realli didnt know...

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2005-03-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

my god...so pissed...the stupid blog got prob...my things got deleted again..then also cannot copy..so lame rite...cmi cmi..haiz...but..watda do..need to type again lorx..sigh...continuing...have been thinking a lot today....also donno think wat...just feel very stress up...today packed my luggage...saw his things..and made me think of him again..tt's the thing i dread to do...think of him..sigh...but..juz cannot control..also donno y...keep reminding not to think..but juz cant help it...feeling really useless...sianz....then... somemore things...like..my aunt..very worried bout her...then see her always leg pain..really hurts me...but really cannot do anything..juz can massage for her...then..feel like crying..but crying does not help...i also donno manz...then...come back frm bkk...i m not happy since....juz once is when i attended co...when candy cheered me and the teacher did somethings tt somehow brightens up my day..but when i reach home and alone..i tend to think a lot...sigh...but...juz donno how i can stop thinking...many things just somehow happen at the same time which leave me in a mess....perhaps for the relationship..i m still too young to understand and to handle ba...after starting the relationship..somehow..i feel tt i am always crying..i was not like tt in the past...i was very happy go lucky in the past..no matter wat..perhaps when ppl gets older..they tend to think much more...resulting in stress and unhappiness ba..hopefully i can counter the unhappiness now...and back to my past where i am...happy and stress free baz....=)

first day in spore after my trip...

2005-03-17T18:36:00.000+08:00

sigh...the thing i have typed just now have all been deleted...what the..cmi manz..lol...but never mind.. i can type again..anyway i can practice my typing skills..lol...so...back to wat i have said...i have juz came back frm bkk yesterday...evening flight..kinda have fun there..coz i bought a lot of things....but..mostly frm wholesale market..coz shopping centres things..kinda sux..lol...then continue... erm...bought a lot of adidas....erm..mickey mouse...etc..lol...then today..pluck up courage to ask him somethings....started off with...."do u still remember i ask u sth" he answered me if tt was about the relationship thing...then...somehow i asked him is considering this..so...i ask him to cont...then..he was like saying..he cant forget his ex...so...i told him..erm..perhaps his ex and him...had a lot of wonderful memo...so...i said..perhaps when u have thoroughly forget bout her and wish to cont with me then say ba...i also donno wat i can say le...sigh...donno la...then he ask for a break as in break not break up..then wat i can say? juz agree lorx...sigh....sian le....donno wat i can do liaoz....even think too much also no use....i cannot do anything bout it rite...

wat a day...

2005-03-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

long time never update this blog le...sian...today last day of school..which is also the last day i am with the class...coz..we are changing classes soon..diff courses..sad....then...another sad news is...dr ang is leaving le...donno where she is going..sigh....very nice of her today...then....yest..something impt happened..which made me kinda upset..but...not as upset as the other times..haha...as expected...we all know wat is it la..sigh..then...today...i went to repair my phone worx..aha..then can collect tml le...btw..i m also leaving for bangkok tml morning..so..tonight muz slp early..but until now..i m still im-ing..haha! will try to go bkk and shop till i drop again..changed quite a lot of currency this time round..lol...

Orchard day...

2005-03-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

Um...pon sch today...but did went for the module selection talk..coz someone psycho me to do so..haha...then....erm...as the talk starts at 4.... i decided to go out first before going for the talk. Therefore, went out with ah mei..to ps to take our lunch then to the heeren...ah mei was late by bout...er...15 mins..so i decided to go walk walk first without her...so...walk in circles...kinda bo liao..but still ok...then..she came..we went to eat thai express..!! not too bad..but kinda spicy haha... Yest very tired...so slept kind of early..before tt i msged him..and told him to remind me tt i have sth to ask him..coz guess he is sleeping le..so didnt reply...then this morning at 8 he smsed me...and "fortunately" i was half conscious and replied his msg..!! wanted to ask him if he was free to go out on thurs... but...as usual..he was not free... ba...think so...sigh..kinda sian to ask le..everytime also have negative reply...sianz....but...today of course... got happy things...like....i got my enterprise ut le...kinda not bad..haha..hopefully will improve the predicted module grade? almost everytime i also say this kinda things..sian le...juz finish my phone call with ah mei..she psycho me to pei her go sch tml..but i dread sammy's lesson.. what can i say..sigh... don't know if tml wanna go sch..coz..if tml go..i need to write rj..and tml got orchestra..i will go hm late....plus thurs got ut..need to study for it..then if write rj plus orchestra..then..i will have no time to study for the vb ut on thurs...sigh...donno watda do....manz...think most prob tml pon sch again ba...

wow wow!!!

2005-03-07T21:38:00.000+08:00

Just received a good news from my module summary!haha...I got a very satisfying grade for my cognitive manz...so happy...hopefully can push the predicted module grade up ba..HOPEFULLY!!! then...today met him at redhill mrt station..i was there quite early..met at 750 and i reached at 735..coz too long never take mrt to sch then cannot gauge the time..but he was worse...he reached at 750+ to 8 i think...sigh...then when he tok..i pretend not to hear coz me kinda pissed..waited quite long though...haha..but later we tok...bout things...yup! then...yest xiao bao told me she not going to sch...coz she sick...then...i never meet her..but when walking up the slope..i saw her worx...then..she looked kinda sian...so...i walked up and ask her...why she come to sch..then she said coz no mc...but from her look can see she very tired...sigh...but..tt was not the main reason....the main reason was family problems...sigh..but there's nth i can do except to console her....and hopefully can help her ba...i also donno how to help manz....sigh...so...i decided to ask her..but she said it's ok...felt kinda useless worx....sigh...cannot even help my best bud...

again...

2005-03-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

didnt finish writing coz..a msg came..hehe..from him...as he was in kbox....he told me he juz lost in cai quan and was forced to drink vodka then say face red red le...really wonder how it will look like....cute? perhaps....then..now toking to ah hoo online..nth better to do le..! haha.... tml going out again so sian...then juz wish jj happy birthday...very nice gal tt i know in RP...cheerful..straight forward who wouldnt hide her feelings..nowadays not many this kinda ppl..coz ppl wans high EQ..sad...high EQ means doing things with a mask....so fake...but watda do....ppl need to survive and the only way is this ...i would say..tt's very sad....

now...

2005-03-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

today ar...wat did i do man....i went to swensen's for lunch with my cousin....janess...dayna...my aunt and my mom! had kinda nice time there..coz the small girl very cute...haha..then...janess cannot finish her ice cream...but...still can see tt she is happy....after...we went to NTUC to buy something..lol...when sis don let janess get the chocolates she cried..my god..she is such a cry baby..so scary...haha....then after that...came home....as last nite i slept at 3 because i stayed up to watch zhan shen...so..very tired...sleep with sis and janess in my room..! after that...nth to do...got up and have dinner..then dad passed me the vcd that he borrowed from his fren..then mom nagged at him say i m such an addict and he still brought tt vcd home for me..! haha but surprisingly i didnt really watch them like craze...haha...then for kinda the whole day..was waiting for him to msg me...so kinda keep checking...then juz now 11 + he msged me..think today he was damn bz...coz i guess he juz finished his meeting and went to kbox with his frens unwillingly..as i know tt he doesnt like singing..! he msged me using another no..and for an instance didnt know who was it..but can guess it frm his tone..but decided to act blur..didnt know tt he was like kinda angry with me worx...so scared..haha...but..still ok ba....

vb?

2005-03-03T12:30:00.000+08:00

now vb lesson...during break...so sian...juz calculated my GPA using the stupid lame calculator haha...then hor..got 3.0 sth sth...so sad...tt's kinda low manz...then yest had a tok on Monash thing..very happy that I was in for the tok...coz we need to achieve some what a certain GPA before going in..really hope that I can be selected to study the elective...because what determines if i can get into the elective thing is also depending on the...of coz...GPA again...then...c is not able to go for the talk...i also donno wat to say to her...sigh....but..hopefully she can get the elective thing ba...=) sigh...then....now also kinda confused with the thing la...very funny de....sigh...i also donno wat is going on with the system here..so blur manz...then no one to ask also...sigh....hopefully i will get to know more about it later ba...ask ah hoo.!! haha...

In sch...

2005-02-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

today having cognitive....so sian...about AIDS my god...what a topic manz...haha...then...last nite...he msg me....but juz a nite msg...nth else...me feeling a bit weird...but..at least he did msg...so...i decided to im him today during the break...but....half way, he didnt reply but instead, he reply others...i was thinking wat is the problem..really donno what to do now..whether to tok to him? or juz act blur...weird..very weird...sigh....then..juz came back from tanglin mall with my team members..haha...we went there for lunch plus shopping!!! yeah...so nice....then...listening to my mp3 now...so good... juz receive a msg frm my classmate...he retook his o levels english and got c6...so happy for him...at least he pass..!!! happy happy now... keep reminding myself not to think so much..hopefully i really can do tt...=)

Jus...

2005-02-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

Jus finish practising my piano coz...tml there's a lesson haha...um...today went out in the afternoon to suntec city... went there to repair my dearest LG handphone...goodness...the person told me the spare parts for the phone is out of stock! i will need to wait for 2 weeks latest... thought could trade in the old LG phone and buy a new one next week...but...now cannot le...so disappointed.... but today at the mall although i keep looking at hp and stuff...my mind is thinking bout something else....i kept on checking my phone for msges and stuff but there is none...sigh....then..today.. went to my fav place: race course road!! to have my fav claypot rice...how nice of my cousin to bring me there!haha...then...we ordered lotsa things...the steamed fish today is exceptionally nice...yum yum!!! after tt, we went to wash my cousin's beloved car..aha coz there are lotsa bird shit on it!!! wooahh!!... then rite....juz now when i was practising my piano... a msg tone came....without thinking i immediately stop wat i m doing and check who is it from...but....i was sooo disappointed.... it was my cousin....thought it was someone else..the one who i m waiting for since fri.... really feeling horrible....hopefully tml will be a happier day for me....=)

10 30

2005-02-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

posting another one since I am so free now... Just saw him online... And his nick...Feeling a bit...Um...How to say?? Just came back from ten mile junction with my family members. Saw my dearest michelle there haha...with the extremely retro specs..looks quite good on her...coz looks cute..! then..saw her with her family too! But, from what I know from just now, she is very blur coz she don't know ten mile has sheng siong...omg!!! she is really so "updated" manz...sigh...told her bout my problem...And I can still laugh...but who knows I m really confused and "fan". I guess she thought I must be joking ba..coz I don look like someone who has problem... But, thinking of that, what am I suppose to show? Show a sulky face the whole day and arose suspicions from my parents? I hope not manz...so..really donno what to do...sigh....

Sat

2005-02-27T08:22:00.000+08:00

um...first time ever posting on a blog manz...haha...today is kinda blue but.. juz came back from bugis that area. Just had lunch at rendezvous. Food there is not as nice as the name suggested. Kinda too saltish for me...lol...then...keep thinking of someone and something that had happened recently. Feeling is not that good... coz i still can't think of a solution to it... had some advices but...in turn....the decision still lies in me..feel really stress up as no one really understands how i feel right now...and i really donno what to do...